Why would I be leaving you?

29. may 2015 at 17:13 | Simona Gray |  Fanfictions
Fitz/Eighth, v angličtine, krátky drabble. AU - Osmička je človek a trpí bližšie nešpecifikovanou schizofréniou, Fitz sa o neho stará. Možno vo chvíľke slabosti napíšem ďalšie.
Ospravedlňujem sa tým, ktorí čakajú na Čím som sa stal, ale fakt neviem, ako mám začať s ďalšou kapitolou....ale už sa na tom pracuje.
Oh, a gif pre potešenie. Jemne fúknite na svoju obrazovku...


When Fitz finally came home from the bar, tired, his fingers sore from playing and maybe a little bit drunk, all the lights in the flat were shut.
He sighed, knowing what it meant.
Putting his guitar in the corner, he kicked off his shoes and made his way to the bedroom. Door was slightly open and when he peered inside he could see a dark siluette curled up under the blankets.
"John?" he called softly, enteting the room. Slowley, he sat on the edge of the bed, careful not the startle laying figure. "Are you all right?" he asked again, just for the sake of talking, not really expecting an answer. John was either asleep or in one of his moods again and neither way was going to answer.
But he did and that surprised him.
"I was afraid you wouldn´t come back," came John´s muffled response.
It was dark in the room but Fitz could imagine his eyes; blue and innocent, hurt and bloodshot from crying and sickness. He recalled his morning conversation with Anji in the flower shop: Why are you still living with him, Fitz? It´s destroying you.
He needs me.
And you need your own life.
Sometimes, when John has a really rough time, he thinks about dropping him in hospital and driving off, but these are just thoughts; like when your child is being naughty and insufferable and you say things you don´t really mean.
And truth be told, he couldn´t imagine his life without him. Not after so long time, after all the bad and all the good times they had together.
He smiled and slided his hand under the Doctor´s head (Doctor, he reminded myself, he sometimes wants everyone to call him Doctor) bringing him up to a kiss.
"Why would I be leaving you?" he asked quietly, the Doctor´s body relaxing finally, "I would die of boredom without you."
He laughed and Fitz loved that sound. It was the most beautiful sound in the world.
"Let´s do some world saving, then," he said. Fitz laid down next to him, embracing his cool body, trying to provide him with some warmth.
"In the morning, if you don´t mind," he whispered into the Doctor´s neck, "I´d like to get some sleep now."
They had their troubles, they were the sum of their own life tragedies; when they were suffering, they were suffering together, always looking towards the sunrise and up at the stars.
 

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1 Leylon Leylon | Email | 29. may 2015 at 18:46 | React

ospravedlnenie sa potešene prijíma v plnej miere- bolo to krásne, tie posledné vety ma dostali. A za to, že je to v angličtine potlesk navyše - ten jazyk milujem, pomaličky azda aj viac ako svoj materinský. Ach ale to ich spoločné utrpenie... v poslednom čase sa pozerám asi až príliš okolo seba a rozmýšľam ako by ľudia mohli a mali žiť a ako aj žijú- zavalení racionalitou a podmienkami, ktoré si sami stanovia. Lenže Fitz je tu iný, mám ho vďaka tebe rada aj keď ho poznám len vďaka tebe - mal by odísť, mal by nechať Doctora niekde v nemocnici, ale on nie, on spraví presne tu iracionálne.... pretože aj keď ho to bolí, prináša mu to radosť. Paradoxne, vďaka bremenu, ktoré si na seba zobral pri staraní sa o Doctora v skutočnosti v mojich očiach žije bez podmienok.

Dosť zamýšľania, ide sa pozerať nejaký ten seriál. teším sa na ďalší článok :-D

2 Norrora Norrora | Web | 30. may 2015 at 21:16 | React

"And I was having such a nice day..."
Ty, ty mi povídej něco o tom, jak ses měla dobře a pak sis přečetla tu moji fanfiction... :-D

3 Naranique Naranique | Web | 5. june 2015 at 15:40 | React

Dobrá, i v angličtině. Taky někdy píšu anglicky. A osmičku mám ráda čím dál tím víc. :-D

P.S. je to silhouette ne siluette.

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